Carissa Lynn Thompson - Online Memorial Website

I miss you so damn much every day girl u were the most beautiful girl in this world and someone I will never get over  I love you carissa. I remember the first time you finally came over to my house. We g
Went on a long walk and finally mustered the courage to ask u to prom.   Then we went back to my house and cuddle up on the couch.  You and your damn uggs lol.  I remember smoking in the Monte Carlo and you saying if anything ever happened you wanted to come back as a dragonfly or butterfly and still today I see u flying all around me.  I love you always and forever baby girl.  Tell we meet again I love yoy girl 

I remember when I met you for the first time.  Your "room" was so pretty, I just had to stop by to visit.  I knew then that you were one of my Benjamin's baby sitters.  I know he is in good, loving arms right now and that you will take good care of Benjamin until I can be there to hold him in my own arms again.  I'm just sorry you both couldn't be here to play with each other on earth.  Peace to you.

A poem I wrote for you, girl. The title is 'I Think About You, I Miss You'

 

When I wake in the morning

I think about you.

All through out my day

I reminsce about you.

When I go to bed at night

My very last thought thought is of you.

When the seasons change

I miss you.

Every shopping trip I take

Reminds me of you.

Every family event

Lacks the presence of you.

Your laughter and smile

I still hear and see.

Your gentle touch of a kiss on my cheek

I still feel.

The hugs you gave and would never let go

I wish you were still giving.

I love you, I miss you, and I can't stop thinking about you!

 

How I miss the little things, the simple things. I miss you when I look in your room in the morning and your not there. I miss the opening and closing of the front door with something funny being said shortly after you would walk in. Watching the Hills always gives me a sad, empty feeling. I love you, my angel.

agh Carissa .. Im still hurting and i know a lot of ppl are.. Its so damn hard. I never thought that i would have to go through something like this in my life. It sucks.. and i really really wish it never happened! i know you are still here with me but jeez dude i miss everything about you!! I miss texting you.. i miss coming to your house every day!! I miss your room.. i haven't seen it in soo long!! i miss driving around with you just because. I miss everything!!! I just want there to be one day when your family will let me into your room and let me sit there. agh. I miss it. So many damn memories.. I cant wait till i can drive so i can drive down to your grave and sit there alone and talk to you. Carissa im struggling without you.. I need you.. please please contact me in my dreams. Talk to me! I miss your damn voice.. and your laugh! aghhh. I love you sooo much. i can not wait to see you in heaven. That will be the best day. xoxo miss. Miss you extremely.

Best Friends Forever and Ever!! I promise.

-Your lil b 

psh i wont forget any thats for sure!! i remember when me you and your brother zach went to the movies with ashlea n the arrangement was that your mom took us than ashlea picked us up. yet by the time we got out of the movie her mom already fallen asleep. so we had to walk home..in the rain. lol that was soo fun just playing in the rain and the puddles not caring anymore since we were soaked and cold!.

 

or the notes back in english 8th grade during SSR and it was mainly just about how cute justin bumgardner was lol.

 

you always knew when something was wrong despite the lack of hanging out at one point. having our lockers next to eachother all tha time created some funny moments.

i love you gurl for ever and always.  

 

miss you like crrrazzy.